The last post I wrote came from a very dark place. It's something I'm struggling with right now. Figuring out how to be there for my parents while raising two very active kids. After my dad's vulgar response to an email I sent offering to watch my mom while he fishes with a friend made me realize that I need to walk away. Not entirely, they'll still be in my life, of course. But I am not going to further worry about what I cannot control, especially when my efforts aren't appreciated. My focus first and foremost is on my children. I can see how much they are stressing out over the situation, too. I won't allow that. So, I'm taking it day by day and focusing on all my blessings.
Speaking of blessings ...
My son did fantastic in his playoff games. The team lost the semi-finals and that has to do with errors, the other team being good, and an umpire who was apparently blind. However, the season is over and I couldn't be more proud of how my guy did.
Playoff game 1
Again, Sweet Jesus, one day at a time with your Dad. They sometimes do not realize how "harsh" they can be at times. Surely, he realizes the time you must and shall spend with your family. I am so sorry you have to deal with this when it should be a summer full of fun and love with your children.
ReplyDeleteWhat a true little man you have, preparing your dinner for the family. And, great shots of the baseball games. He will fit right in on the team this coming high school year. And, of course, your little daughter. Time surely flies especially with the love you shower them with (but, as any parent feels and realizes, there are trying times with their growing up, but they are all just memories to hold onto forever).
Take care Sweet Dawn and enjoy a wonderful, maybe relaxing, weekend.
Em in Georgia